Looking Forward @ NEW PGP room

Hi everyone, long time didnt update my blog. I dont know where to start actually. Just feel like talk about my buddy. Seriously, i am damn sad before coming back to singapore, fooling around with my friends are really enjoying. Dont need to think, worry about my life are just great feeling, but reality check comes really soon, and i have to face my new life now. Well~~ i would say one of the greatest challenges of 2010, NO MORE air-con room. I was kinda pissed-off and sad when i know that i will moving into type C room (abit like labour room), but i think this is the good opportunity for me to grow, move out from my comfort zone, and try to live and mingle around with people. i still havent think of how to spend my unused money, probably travelling will be nice. Went to church this morning with my buddy, he seems abit confused with the direction of his belief now. I might let the god come into my heart but i believe i am not fit to become a real and sincere christian. Maybe it takes time, maybe i need miracle to prove the existance of god. What is god? Creator of life? What is life? I dont even experience it right now. I still remembered the first time i stepped into the church, alot of academic stuff just flowing into my mind. Darwin evolution, scientific proof...It is an interesting topic but i feel it is too large. Why the bible say all human is sin? A look or even a thought on 'something' is already consider a sin? I just feel bible is creating fear to people, something like if you dont do this, do that, u will end up in hell. I think i still need time to think about it before i give myself to god.